Post by Dan Asbaty
Picture this: You are strapped into the seat of a rollercoaster that is making its ascent to the top of a vertical drop that frankly, scares the life out of most people. There is no way out, no room for baggage, just you and your thoughts, and of course the other 25 or so people on the ride going through a similar balancing act of feelings… both panic and excitement. I have always enjoyed the shot of adrenaline that pumps through your body upon the first drop of a rollercoaster. That feeling of letting go and accepting that you have no control, just letting the ride take you wherever it is going. It’s a blissful feeling full of excitement and despair – that leaves you awakened, yet terrified, illuminating synapses that are not often sparked. While all of this is well and good, typically that feeling is left at the amusement park and rarely finds its way into our lives any other way.
For me, that familiar feeling of anticipation and anguish somehow crept into my mind in the third week of my first busy season. I awoke early Monday morning from a terrible dream that I had overslept and rushed to work without any shoes on… strange, but telling. I went through my morning routine and headed to a client’s office. On my way I felt a growing anxiety, much like the one you get while waiting in line before boarding a coaster, as I thought of the laundry list of open items left to complete in my previous client’s work papers as well as the client before that. The thought made me nearly lose my breakfast (thankfully I eat light in the mornings). How was I going to handle all of this on my plate… Three clients with things to “wrap up” and a brand new client, complete with its own task list?
I arrived at the client shortly after and took those vaulting steps from my car to the clients conference room, just like strapping yourself into a rollercoaster as the ride attendants voice echoes, “We’re all set. Enjoy.” During my walk I drilled through the list of assignments left to be completed for all of the clients I had worked on thus far, informally prioritizing them and making mental notes of just how much had to be done for each task.
Whether I liked it or not, I was scheduled on this audit and five others just like it in the coming weeks. The jobs were going to move forward with or without me constantly worrying about them. At that moment I decided that being apprehensive was not the best approach because after climbing to the top of the coaster’s tracks, it doesn’t make sense to panic. Rather, you would be best served to throw your arms up, take it all in, and simply enjoy the ride! (And leave the worrying to the managers).
Dan Asbaty









